Life is a Roller Coaster Ride
A few days before 2011 ended, unexpected events transpired in my life. Events that caused me sadness and confusion. On the first month of 2012, I thought things were beginning to shape up as I have found new work. I told myself, the new year definitely brings new beginnings, I was hopeful, But before January ended a string of events has turned my " NEW BEGINNINGS " into "ENDINGS BEFORE IT EVER BEGUN ". Other people's greed brought forth misery, while human error caused me sorrow nevertheless both causing damage to my personal and professional life.
I spent February dealing with the residual issues of the previous month. I have allowed myself to feel resentment, self-pity, dismay, hatred, regret, and anger. Such strong negative emotions that has drained the very core of me. To the point where I questioned God why the events happened as they did. The month passed leaving me with more confusion.
Exhausted from the confusion, I decided to dedicate March into a month where I would turn things around. I was tired of being miserable, I had to do something or else I will just be stuck in a rut. By the grace of God before the month ended I found myself being employed again. A new hope has sprung.
The first quarter of the year has just started but a lot of things has happened, I bet that there are LOTS of surprises ( may it be good or bad) to come. One thing I learned from all these, no matter how you plan your life, there are times when " FORCES " would contradict them , your plans turn into waste and you find yourself lost.
Change is really inevitable. We cannot own a magic mirror that would foretell our future. Life has to be lived. The key is to be prepared that life is really full of surprises.
Change is one of the most inevitably constant event in life.
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